tash

Mon, 04 Oct 2004 18:07:35 GMT

bye x as u know i never update as i dont have the time x if anyone wanst to stay in contact with me visit www.show-down.net/tash yess not that anyone of you will.i suck. yess anyhow i cant keep up with this LJ and you all knew it was coming,i would like to say a big byee to mandy <3 i love you mandy, u have helped me with so much x lol love you x

sorry

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 18:22:57 GMT

big furkk up with the links there ppl

so we will try again

i love Laura

anonymously post your complete and utter honest view of me.
Feel free to criticize my character as much as you feel is necessary.
Or praise it as much as you like.
Just remember to do it anonymously!!!

and a quiz nicked from Laura <33 who nicked it from Hev

1. What is your full name? Natasha Louise Jackson
2. Nicknames? Tash.Tasha
3. Birthday? 24th february 1990
4. Sex: Female
5. Where do you live? Portsmouth.england
6. What school do you attend? cowplain community (double eww)
7. Siblings? 1 bros and 1 sister
9. Zodiac Sign? pisces
10.Righty or Lefty: Righty

*********YOUR LOOKS*********

11. Hair color? not ginger but now red, dark red but light on top
12. Eye color? green (wishes) blue.
13. height? bout 5ft 6
14. Do u wear contacts or glasses? neither :)
15. Do you have any piercing? ears twice, belly.
16.Best Friend in the whole wide world? becky offline, sarah and kelly ofline..online? who wants to be my best online mateey? <3
17. Do you wear any rings? nopee ;0
18. Do you have a certain fashion you follow? umnn i guess i have latest stuff but i dont have to get the latest like every week.like once every three months ;o

**********JUST LATELY***************

18. How are you today? bored.bored O.oo yeh and bored
19. What clothes are you wearing right now? jeans and lime green top.
20. What shirt are you wearing right now? err lime green top.cant you read?
21. What does your hair look like at the moment? down and curly
22. What song are u listening to right now? nada
23. How is the weather right now? wow its the sunset
24. Last person you talked to on the phone? errh Sarah.like but i have picked up the phone and it was 4 my dad, oh know sorry i rand up the swimming pool to see whn i closes
25. Last Dream you can remember? Me and Laura like discussed politics and hillary duff was my best mate and... i rode on a chocolate log ride xo
26. Who are you talking to right now? umn no-body
27. What time is it? 7.09 pm

**********More about YOU!**************

28. What are the last four digits of your phone number? 2021
29. If u were a crayon, what color would you be? blue
30. Have you ever almost died?hope not
31. Do u like the person that sent u this? i stole it from laura who stole it from hev who most proberbly stole it from soemone else.thieves
32. How do u eat an Oreo? i dont
33. What's the next CD you are going to buy? umnn natasha bedingfields..lol
34. What's the best advice ever given to you? just remember everything will turn out alright in the end
35.Have u ever won any special award? nah.well trampolining and stuff.
36. Worst sickness u ever had? chiken pox, or like on my birthday (well near) and i was gonna go shopping but i was ill .. both ends.hahh
37. What's the stupidest thing u ever done? okay firsty (OMG LAURA) and nah not really.
38. If u could change one thing about yourself what would it be? umm i dunno, to be pretty not as moody sometimes, and to appreciate life a bit more.. okay i could so change the last two ;p
39. Where do you shop the most? pilot, jane norman, missy selfride.
40. How many kids do you want to have? 2 or 3
41. Son's name? errh i like conor, or i dunno
42.Daughter's name? ahhh not sure god im like 15 im still a virgin.
43.Do you do drugs or tryed them? umn no
44. Shampoo? okay tresemme sucks dont listen to the adverts, my mums a hairdresser and she buys it,she loves it .i hate it.so i will say nicky clarke.
45. closest family member? mum.
46. What are you most scared of? mice
47. How many TV's do you have in your house? 4
48. Do you have your own tv? yep
49. Do you have your own phone line? no :(
50. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? nope
51. Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? No
52. Who do you dream about: mcfpolitics ;/ lol with laura
53. Who do you tell your dreams to? umn my blog
54. Who's the loudest friend you have? kelly ;p no sarah we are all hyper
55. Who's the quietest friend? umnn danni
56. Is cheerleading a sport? no i hate it, lol, well oit is but in teen movies its always the bitches who do it
57. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop? neither tried
58. Which came first, the chicken or the egg? chicken as it evolved from the dinorsours ;p <3 clever me

************YOUandLOVE**************

59. Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend? no
60. Do you have a crush? yes
61. Who is your crush? chad chad chad.. O.oo did i say chad?
63. Where would you like to go on your honeymoon? caribean
64. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? clothes eyes hair
65. do you find yourself attractive? NO
67. Do others find you attractive? no

********ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT (for girls only *********

68. Curly or straight hair? straight
69. Tall or short? same as me or taller
70. Six pack or muscular arms? BOTH :D
71.Good or bad guys? bit of both
72. Hat or no hat? err.
73. tan or no tan? not too pale
74. Dimples or not? they are kinda sweet
75. Stubble or neatly shaven? manley.lol no i dunno chad like
76. What sport should he play? footiee.lol lampard ;p surfers are hot

***********Pick One: THIS OR THAT**********

77. Lights on/off? off
78. Sun or rain? Sun
79. Mickey D's(McDonalds) or BK(Burger King)? shitty food that iss
80. Do u like scary or happy movies better? happy
81. Backstreet Boys or NSYNC? neither
82. On the phone or in person? in person, but somtimes on a phone you cant see each other so you can say lies and stuff lol.
83. Leno or Letterman? hmm.freak
84. Sausage or pepperoni? Sausage
85. Summer or winter? Both
86. Hugs or kisses? Both
87. Chocolate or white milk? chocolate
88. Root Beer or Dr. pepper? Dr Pepper
89. Glass half full or half empty? half full
90.Tape or DVD: DVD
91. Cats or Dog? neither lol
92.Vanilla or Chocolate? Chocolate
93. Skiing or Boarding: ski-ing
94. Diamond or pearl: Diamond
95. Sunset or sunrise: Sunset

****************Your FAVS****************

96. Color? green/turqouise
97. food? pasta or pizza, lasange,roast.hmm
98. Fast Food? indian, KFC
99. Candy? skittles
100. Beverage? vanilla coke or milkshake
101. Ice Cream Flavor? fruits of the forset
102. Animal? polar bear
103.lucky number? 24 (chads and my b-day)
104. radio Station? power fm
105. Band or singer? maron 5 basement jaxx, britney
106. Fav. Actor or Actress? chad, lyndsay lohan, umm gwenyth paltrow,jenny anniston
107. Fav. day of the year? xmas or bday
108. Fav. month? feb and aug
109. Store? pilot
110. Teacher? NONE

**************HAVE you EVER**************

111. Ever gotten dumped? no
112. Broke the law? yep
113. Tried to kill yourself? no
114. Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yep XD

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 18:00:04 GMT

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Feel free to criticize my character as much as you feel is necessary.
Or praise it as much as you like.
Just remember to do it anonymously!!!

i love Laura

school tomorrow

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 09:24:34 GMT

Hey.Argh you are all back to school.except me like i go back tomorrow.gah.Im soo jealous of you guys! You have got it all over and done with and i still have to get over the pain of getting up at seven thirty,however dont you find this: Okay my school ends at 2.30... yeh early but when you get back from school its like, days over, well it feels like that, but in the holidays you like only start going out at that time! So why do we think like that eh?.Hmm. I HAVE to get my bag today, and i have found one, its only nine pounds ninety nine (my key boards buttons are all mixed up, so i cant fond the pounds sign ;/) and its like a cord material, a bache colour and its the one that has a long strap, i just hope they have some left when i go and gettit later ;/.Nothing much happened yesturday, i mean i kinda went to town, saw the bag, realsied i diddn't have enough so i have to gettit today.My brother and sister went back today, my brother as the year 7s and 11s went back today as like hes showing the yr 7s round and telling them where everything is, hes soo annoyed that he volunteered to do it, as at the beginning of the summer he thought.. arrh just one day, now one day seems like forever.Im going to try and enjoy this school year,as cheak this out. MY LAST EVER FULL SCHOOL YEAR EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER EVER. omg that is so scary, year 10 man,grrrr.Year elevens split up after there exams, im gonna try hard aswell, really hard, all the coursework to get high grades, im gonna do it.......;0).lol.Well i guess i should go now,Hope schools good..if thats like possible and wish me luck for my first day.brr.Just dont wanna think about it.love tash

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 16:30:57 GMT

Hey! im off Hiatus at last and theres so much to say so im sorry for the longness.

Okay so this summer has been really good.You know how often i said i had no social life and shit? Well iv done ever so much alot this summer, especially with Becky :0), becky and me have known each other for years, then we kind of went to diferent senior schools and its amazing how we have still stayed best mates.

I was going to go to the cinema today, with becky, Aysha and Luke but then we discovered that a cinderella story Was not showing at ANY cinemas! chuh x,That trailer in the Tv is soo annoying, im like.. "hes mine..bitch".

It is like forever raining over here, it supposed to be summer and its awful, i hate it its supposed to be skirt season and iv trainers from JJb, and i was trying on all these chelsea shirts as my brother said a football shirt would suit me (HAHA) so i said i want a chelsea one as Lampard plays for them, and he said why dont you get Lampard on the back, so i said cool then i saw the price and i was like.Piss off.I was looking for posters every where, waterlooville just does not sell posters, i must go into Portsmouth and look for an Athena as they are really good for posters.Yup.

O.oo one tree hills on.must dash

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 19:14:34 GMT

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Tue, 20 Jul 2004 19:25:11 GMT

I will still commment however i will not be bloggin here for a while, visit my site if u wont to contact me ;p all my love tash x

hii

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 08:59:29 GMT

12th july
Okay dont shoot me yet okay.Sorry i haven't been on yaa see my windows got corupted and wouldn't work as the PC was way to clogged up, so we had to get are uncle to re-new it all, so we have like no programes on here at the moment,no msn messanger but im not in a great hurry to install that back on, sometimes annoys me ;p.

So u guys knew i was in the musical chicago right? Well if u did like it was so brilliant, we performed it on tuesday.I was in chorus A and we danced to All that Jazz , and me and Kelly gave the guys flowers for organising it all. ;p It was so cool and u get this vibe while your up on stage. O.ooh yeh and my Nan and grandad are taking me to see chicago up in London!! They told me and i was so thrilled.sweet.

I have a day off today.mnehh.

On sports day i beat the record for high jump.again! 1 metre 35, last yr i did i meter 30. Im like on the record sheet twice. Go me. And i ran the 1500 meters and came 4th, not that good but i love sportsday as your whole class is nice to you, and everyones cheering for you even though your practically dying.

I really cant be bothered to write all this on lj so im just gonna copy and paste it ;).Okay you would think in the last month i would have alot to tell you, but i just cant think.O.oo my mum and dad are going to Rome on friday so im staying at my nans, so i wont blogg like on thursday,fri,sat,sun,mon.Just so u know my computer hasn't died on us agian, even though it might have, my PC does that alot.And also if anyone here has mine or i have there mobile no, i think its only one perosn.. my brother was playing with it as he wanted to 'waste' my credit,and on my last calls it has 'lucy' so im sorry lucy if u were like wondering while there was someone in the backroud.laughing and not sounding anything like me.

Also what is with the weather? Its july, hmm and its like grey.

yay and thorpe park was wicked btw, i went on collosuss like 4 times and nemisis 3 and tidal wave and all the big daring ones. You see when we got off the ride we discovered single rider que.You know when there are just seats with no occupant? Like spares as kiddies wanna go with there dads? Well we just joined that and jumped in spare seats so we didn't have to like que for hours on end.

Tash x x x

blaubb

Tue, 18 May 2004 19:17:20 GMT

yess i feel better and thank you SO SO much to mandy and khaty and rachel? and heidi for commenting as it was sweet, and to all that have the prom tomorrow have fun as they rock ;p.

Im feeling better i have had mates round this week and we had fun on this hudge new trampoline that we bought is was pricey and fun and like yeh summersaulting.I sucha kid dood.

And i guess i am plannning somehting this weekend as i just feel like it, and i guess i just feel better about life in general but sometimes it just takes certain things that ,ake me go down again.esh im supposed to be doing a newspaper artical for english right now and i wanna be a journalist so i better crack on and do it.Also my siste hasn't been updated but i will soon.

love you x

Im real confused {please please comment}

Sat, 15 May 2004 15:07:13 GMT

I just dont know whats wrong.I feel weak as i haven't been drinking alot lately u see,my mum has to remind me to have a drink {not as in alcohole}, and also i dont have a social life at all, my brother who is younger than me is out all the time,at the park, the shops, with friends, he most proberbly has a girfriend.I just dont seem to go out and my dad has mentioned it before, i ring people but there always out, i feel trapped inside and theres no-way out, i have nill social life,its a real fact.I never go to the cinema anymore, never go shopping,Sarah and kelly are always out and i get so upset, i have to make more friends.But i have alot of friends just not all close and like i wouldn't really ring them up or anything, as there not that type of friends, there just there to talk to at school and to have a laugh with.I do go to an after school club, my trampolining and i get along with the girls there, maybe i should ask one of them or somehting,as emmas really nice and all,also i need to do something with my two closest friends, Sarah and kelly,but i feel Sarahs drifting away, she has a next door neighbour called mandy and shes really nice but i feel im going out of the picture,When Sarahs with Kelly they always laugh and everything,but when kelly wasn't there all week we hardley ever laugh at all, its really depresssing and scary,i just want to cry.Kelly is always with Alex so she never really sees Sarah or me at weekends, its times like this when i almost want to start my hole friends thing and move to Aussie or something, as there have been talks about.I need to see beckky m, as well as she shares the same interests with me, but shes just lovely and i expect shes always out and stuff so there will be no time for me.

I tried Tampons as well,they canned but hey i did it, well almost i kinda pulled them straight out again.IM sorry u really dint want to know that and all but im not really being that thoughtfull to over people today.My brothers out, with dad but he was with friends before, i just sit at home watching episodes of friends and MTV cribs, i hate it but i have nothing else to do,I spend to much time on the net witch has got to stop,what i basically mean to say is i need to get out more, but i just cant.My nan asked me if i was going out tonight and i obviously said no, Luke nearly always goes out at the weekends, i dont as im just a skinny lil freak and i hate it.And for the record im crying.

Also you are most proberbly wondering why i was listening to britney this moring or whenever i last wrote on this LJ thingyy.Everytime makes me feel sad and i dunno, theres a fit man in the video so thats my excuse,god this is so long but i would really appreciate it if u would read it.Also may i say Heidi i no how your feeling,u just have to read this.I cant believe i am in on a saturday dood ;|, i could be in topshop dressing in clothes that i wuld never normally wear with my mates, ot buying posters and CDs in woolworths or something, but instead im writting to online friends who are shocked at how crap my life is and will never speak to me any more and delete me off there friends list forever.

You see back in feb i feel out with this bych of a mate and i hated her so so much you see and then she hit Sarah so i was so annoyed and it just topped everything off.And since then i haven't gone out.I just need friends at the moment i want a hetic social life were i go out and have fun, not watching Tv and listening to Dan the hit man.I just want to g out shopping with beckky or Sarah or Kelly and just have fun, to get away with things.

Thanks for listening

At night i pray,to hope your face will fade away
Everytime i try, to fly i fall without my wings, i feel so small,
I guess i need you baby.
And everytime i see u in my dreams i see your face, its haunting me,
I guess i need you baby.

i just for some reason feel i realate to it.blah xx

why am i in?

Sat, 15 May 2004 13:06:07 GMT

My dad just told me i should do more stuff with my friends so yeh.I just dont nobody rings me.i have friends but just.i dunno.lol

o yeh and i tried them.the things before and successeded.YAY.blahh.

im not sure what to say, im just bored i guess i just feel down and crap

confusedd

Wed, 12 May 2004 16:03:34 GMT

Okay first thigs first hwo the hell can lucy be going to year 10 in 2 weeks, i need that explaining before i go on.thank you.

OKay today we had a music test,french test and maths test.People walked out going omg how easy was music and i just agree with them blankly as if im a music genious or something.blah.Then it was french and im quite good at that i guess, except i dint revise as i thought the exam was on friday, nobody tells me these things.chuh x

Yeh the matsh test sucked i mean i looked round and everyone was like scribbling away and im like, woahh what is with them?But apparebtly nobody gottit either so im not completly thick.yay.

Then Robyn came round and like yeh we just laughed and stuff.it was funny.She had her hair done actually soo yeh.dood.;p.

Thats about it appart from my endless amount of stomache cramps.they suck,

xx love you xx

blah

Mon, 10 May 2004 15:10:25 GMT

nothing to blog baout.basically maths test.history test.geography test.Its hot outside.Look at the moood im in ppl.

sundayy

Sun, 09 May 2004 17:11:21 GMT

Hey x God my weekend was so boring.but i wasn't ever bored if u get me.So i get up and like go down stairs and cook myself some hot bread for brekkie, then i go upstairs and read my book that my English teacher lent me and i kinda feel i have to read it as she might ask my questions and ild be like standing there like a plum.Talking of 'plum' i then went and played cluedo, but we got bored of that as it always seemed to be col.mustard with the lead piping in the billiard room.chuh x.Then i kinda watched channel four, and hollieoaks was on, i never ever really watch soaps but i did today as i had nothing better to do.Then it was newlyweds-Nick and Jessica.They were shooting there videos and Jessica just acted Dumb as usuall but she quite pretty so...Then i went downstairs and watched double episodes of my wife and kids.again.Then i was forced to play cards and i won so it wasn't that bad.Then we had a roast lunch, except the whole it was half three thingyy it was nice though and i ate it all as im greedy and i never put weight on so why not?Then i tidied my room.i tidied my room.whooh.My room looks tidy, except then you open a draw and like your just in this complete bundle of paper and draft rubbish.Then i had my hair cut, as my mums a hairdresser and all, she cut ummm 2 1/2 inches off, and now i realise that its gonna go really short as my hair does this and i will have to straighten it everyday,which means getting up early.yawn.So thats bout it.yr 9 exams tomorrow, and i should be revising but i just cant be bothered as its really unfair to do two types of tests in 2 weeks.teachers are evil.enough said.bye xx

saturday afternooooon

Sat, 08 May 2004 14:45:10 GMT

Yes hey its so much easier to update this than my website, but my website is kinda cool so im gonna still keep it running.Basically my shopping fantasy didden't come true.I wanted to go to town, but i haven't iv just stayed at home.bored and watching episodes of friends and my wife and kids, on trouble and E4.

Also i have noticed that nobody comments on this,and its not friends only, lucee commments i just hate lack of comments, and i know that sounds selfish but im not bothered, as i get no comments and i cry.psst.

So i got up actually quite early,9.30.Louisa was watching nickelodean and got annoyed when i changed it,but then i was forced to watch two of a kind as i have nothing better to do, anyway come 10.30 my wife and kids was on,it was the episode when the kids argue so they do aswelll to tech them a lesson.And the second one was when aunt kelly came to say and she and jay argued.chuh x

Then mum came back and i had my lunch and then just watched the foootie.and may i add pompey are losing at the moment for some absurd reason, i know we are deffinatley taying up, but ocme on pompey dont lose your winning scheme to leicter! they suck and they are going down anyway so erghhh.And then i helped.helping my sister do her Australia project and did some basic reaserch for her, whihc i am stil doing.well supposed to be.

Also iv just realised i am still in my pjammas.that sucks and proves who blooming lazyy i am.which is why im in a 'lazy' mood.pah.I was in a bitchy mood yesturday
but actually i just wanted to see what the face looked like.haah.

bye xxx

alsoo whats with britneys new videoo? dont you think its a bit sadd??

o yeh and an extended piece

Fri, 07 May 2004 15:36:06 GMT

We did stall ball in PE and i talked to Robyn and chelsea and lucy and hannah and charlotte.I haven't talked to them in ages, it was real cool actually.

remind me to do areobics club.

Then i came home and get this im still in school uniform with my coat off as i cant be bothered to take it off and im hungry and i want cathiis pizza.

SATs are overr

Fri, 07 May 2004 15:25:42 GMT

yey i find live journal well easier than freewebs, i mean you just post.wow.thanks lucy for conjuring up this layout (omg u can so tell iv studied Macbeth.)So i got to school early and waited for ages for sarah to come, shes not doing PE so i had to go with sophie spencer.WE lined up at are fire points waiting to go in for the damn test.And we had to write a blooming letter.WHAT HAS THIS GOT TO DO WITH MACBETH? and then we did the reading bit and i found it kinder easy and when i said this i got called a boff.which is a fair throw away comment i guess.Anyone that finds shakespeare easy must be kinda weird.chuh.

Then we had spanish.whihc we did french in as we have year 9 exams like next week.get this directley after SATs.how sad can teachers get ehh? are they trying to destroy us or something?

Yeh lucy i heart the layout its gorgeous dood.purty.]

I hope im going shopping tomorrow man.i really have this urge to spend endless amounts of mony in H&M or top shop or whatever floats my boat at the time.

bye x

wow

Fri, 07 May 2004 14:58:46 GMT

done. there you go. xo